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Harden My Heart

I am overwhelmed with dread and frustration today. Floopy heart is achy from it. I haven't gotten the echo-cardiogram yet. There's just too much going on.

I don't know why I'm feeling so scared at the moment. I guess it's because I'm still not getting the time off and income combination I need, and it was only a matter of time before that took over. I'm extraordinarily busy, and have nothing to show for it but lack of time/sanity. Many of my co-workers are infuriating me (including SP) and I want desperately to be working somewhere else. I do like my job, but it cannot be my steady boyfriend. We need to be just friends. I require a good, supportive, well-paying job to be my significant other.

I wish I could have a kickstarter. "W is out of money, and needs $25,000 to fund the next year it's going to take to get into a showbiz job with a salary. She'll pay it all back as soon as there's an income to do so. Please donate so she doesn't have to live in a box. She works harder than anyone, and is only failing because she's poor. Think of her next time you watch something on cable, or go out to dinner. She can't afford either."

Okay, back to life.

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